A Dream About My Friend

Everyone has friends in every aspect of life but a few are lucky to have only one at every aspect. Life without friends could be like a prison, the one where you can move but you are bordered and you are boring to yourself and others.

Friends are of different types which cannot be classified cos I know only about who I hangout with but you can see another stereotype in your gang and when it comes to someone who you call "best friend" he/she is so special to you, no matter much you hate,fight, share you have a special place for them in your heart and you forgive them at the end of the day.
Sometimes life brings to you situations where you get divided and meet new people. The new one's you meet become your favorites and a "chat" is the only thing that remains between you and your bestie. There are situations in your life you have faced together with your bestie, the most beautiful, the most memorable and that's what makes your bond more unique and more special.

Being grown up you meet hundred's of people in your life but your cousins are your first bestfriends and I am no different my cousin was my first bestie. We both are different in many ways but one thing in common was our heart. Every time we meet there's something to talk or fight, Dont know if every best friend has same feeling or not but we never get bored of each other.
He loves sports and I love gaming, He is white and silent I am black and violent, he likes cool I like hot. He's smooth at handling and I am rough like anything. We both have different aims in life but our goal is one "see you again in heavens"

Yup I was talking about a dream right? yeah! They say dreams are usually those things which you cant stop thinking about, but for me dreams guide you and makes a clear vision of what you really think about a particular aspect. I sometimes get help through them no doubt I take my dreams very seriously. This dream was so meaningful that I could'nt stop from blogging.
[dream] It happened once both of our families went for a picnic, don't know why but my parents asked me to stay home, I didnt get it why they said so but I was left home alone.
It never happened before that my parents stopped me from anything and I was getting wild over this, so angry that I felt like everyone left without having a second thought of me. Then I saw my cousin sitting in the front room, woah I am not alone now. He stopped just for me, something which came in my mind at that time was that he was not at all interested if I was not there, just a simple thing to say but really 'fun together or no fun at all.'
I felt so happy that I realized when I lose hope, he was standing right by my side and seeing his face washed away all my anger and I felt so lucky to have someone who really cares.
Sometimes when you lose hope on everyone and then a person surprises you, when you are not expecting anything this is what I call "ecstacy"
I guarantee he would have done the same thing if it was a reality. This dream just made a clear vision of our bond that we are the world's best friends, even miles apart we still have the talk.
I dont know where our life's will take us but I know the other one wont be alone in time of need and I am not afraid of anything.

Everything has its own uniqueness so is our friendship, our bromance, our moments and everything. You are lucky if you have a friend like that don't lose them or take them for granted, overall don't let the consequences divide you apart.
have a nice day

Childhood Rewinds

Being busy on silly things, running after something which is not going to earn you anything. Impressing someone who is not going to be there for us in time, well I almost became a person like this. Who runs after something but has a dizziness and a directionless point.

Once I was sitting in a bus and saw two kids playing both were strangers one was a girl and the other was a boy. To my surprise they both united in no time. The bus started and it was raining, the water drops formed a thick fog on the window glass, the boy was making circles and cute things on it. Soon the girl joined and they had great fun. Looking at their faces I observed they are not worrying about anything of course they were shy at the beginning but it disappeared when the fun time started and I was chatting with someone unknown impressing for no reason, Needless to say I realized that I don’t have to do this for being happy. The real joy is in sharing the quite moments, not in earning something or someone.

I wasn’t this kind of aimless person a few years back. To my knowledge I shared whatever I have with those persons I love and try to be as clean as possible but still I know I have a dark side which I created it by myself, it cannot be erased and only God knows about it. I wish I didn’t have anything like this but it happened with me and I guess everyone has a dark side.

When I am occupied with work and things to do and all the busyness in the world I just wish I had a child’s heart , as pure as gold and as soft as a melto, you think if I become someone like that my kindness might be taken for weakness but I know I can differentiate between good and bad but I don’t have a pure heart.

It was wonderful time being a kid. It was far far better than my teenage days. I didn’t have to impress anyone at all. I lived for myself and got what I wanted. One reason why I watch cartoons is that I try to find my childhood memories in it. Forgetting about the world around me (at least for a little while)

It is not going to change anything now but a temporary relief is guaranteed while watching cartoons and playing video games. Seeing cartoons like astroboy, pokemon, tom and jerry ahh! This is the best relief no matter how hard the day went , you will forget everything once you start watching cartoons and all that headache turns to relief.

Some people hesitate to handle kids, they lack patience, but I love playing with kids it doesn’t require style or attitude. You can play without thinking what others gonna feel bout you. Let them think whatever they want to sometimes it kinda looks cute playing with kids and the best part is kids never get tired of you they only ask for more and more fun. You become their favorite in no time.

Life goes on very fast I’m just 20 but I think when I get old, whatever happened 60 or 70 years back might look very small like you feel time passed very fast.  The only question which may come to my mind must be did I live my life or not. This is why build the moments as funny as possible and to my knowledge I remember most of my childhood, not everything though my childhood was awesome. My family loved me like anything, they have forgiven me for every mistake I did, no matter how big it was but now lol! I get blamed for every small mistake I do. It was innocence then and now it is called laziness.

I could study anything and remember all that stuff so easily. Never did I put effort in by hard and now I hardly remember anything if I sit for studying. I had multiple goals at first I wanted to open a school and become a teacher , make my mom the maid ha! Soz the maid looked after me so well. And then I wanted to become a railway engineer because I loved travelling in trains and then came Harry Potter series and made my childhood magical. I used to tell in my school that I am the Harry Potter and all that shown in the movie was through cosmetic surgery. We were kids and my friends believed me when I told them like a serious man. Such was my craze for Harry Potter.

It was my 5^th grade (standard)   and I changed my school. Soon I developed a fan base there and almost all the girls liked me. We played without shy. It didn’t matter going to boy’s home or a girl’s home to play and in 6^th grade I entered high school and I become famous as the speaker of the class, my reports were above average or average but I was an awesome speaker I was known for speeches and my daring stage appearance. People used to tell me I have a wonderful expression when I acted or mimic someone.

I remember my schools best friend, once we were sitting and talking about something very serious of our age. I was replying to his question the I suddenly said “You will become famous one day I don’t know but I feel it when you talk.” Spontaneously I replied “may be yes! But if I become famous it will not be for money or fame I will have a strong reason for being famous.

As soon as my adolescence started my mind became dirty, I tried to be as good as possible but you know now I am not the same person.

I cannot be a child again unless I go to heaven and wish to god what I really want. The best thing I can do is to try to see the good left in me, live every moment of my life, go through shit and come back alive. And when I get time I will play those video games and watch the cartoon shows. Most importantly play with kids and become their favorites..

This is it wanted to share because looking back at sweet memories helps you to understand what the best can be done in future. It develops strength and belief.